hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, December 24, 2006
2:46 AM
Merry Christmas to everyone...... haven blog for almost 2 weeks... todae spend a night at my honey place... gt christmas celebration at his hse... actually wanted to go to my fren hse.. i too tired to leave the hse... juz browsing thru my 21st birthdae celebration de photo.. hehe
received so many present alot of ang bao money... 2 more weeks sch reopen le...... so fast.. ar.. i haben play enuff yet.. then soon exam coming.. sad
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
9:35 PM
Piles of homework and projects kip coming and adding stresses to us.... i almost can't cope anymore...... haiz....Hoping holidae will come faster....
i juz hoping that forever i am a baby... i hate to be a adult...... adult sux.... stress, troubles....i wish mummy will be alwaes beside me forever n ever....... she is the onli one who will reallie take good care of mie... understand mie what i reallie wanted.... i am too pampered by them...
Can i skip my birthdae... i dun reallie wish to be 21 yrs so fast.... i still wan to be a child... i like being pampered........ times reallie files so fast... is juz like yesterdae i still playing games with my cousin at ah ma old hse..... those daes was reallie my happiest dae... no troubles but lots of fun.... when each dae passes, more worries n troubles i had....
todae i was so happie, so long nv watch movies with my frens.... being months n years..... and its been so long i last watch a movie.... finally we get to go home before 12pm..... yippie.... we took so long to decide on one movie.... in the end wan leng suggested to watch 9:56... we oppose at first in the end, everyone agree....my veri first time to watch ghost movies in theater with my frens..... but in the end broke a promise.... i promise to let my darling be the first person to watch ghost movies with but in the end.... i did sae sorrie... but i think nothing can repay anymore.... he is hurt n i am hurt by his words he sae to mie..... " leave mie alone and Fuck off". juz imagine my onli love one shout that to mie repeatlyyyyyyyy..... the thought of mine is that he dun love mie anymore!!!!!! the word continuously appear again n again...... i dun wan to start a quarrel... i juz can't control my emotion anymore.... i tot i finally can prove that i am brave but in the end.... tears roll down my cheeks..... this is my bao ying????
i ate few mouths of rice n i am full.... fridae presentation... i m not prepared... HeLp!!!
HOnEy can Pls StoP all thosE i wish wE caN lAsT tilL thE eNd.. SORRIE FORGIVE MIE!!!
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, November 25, 2006
8:35 AM
PAINPAINEVERYWHERE!!!!!!
juz now when cycling, come back not long ago onli.... we cycle from tampines all the way to fisherman village... arrrrr... so long journey... too long nv exercise le.... haiz... so late le haben take myy dinner... so hungry... daddy bringing us to eat at 12am later.... REN AR.....
yesterdae gt a gift from my teacher a huge DEAD OR ALIVE poster.... arrrrr... gt top for the 2 classes... so happie..... but the gift is so bulky n big.... hw i wish i can juz throw it away... but is the gift from teacher... haiz in the end i brought it hm. tot i can bring home gif my dar dar.... but seems he is not interested at all.... my first time scoring such a gd result, nv expected such a gd one... i tot i could happily go home to celebrate with my close ones but all seems that they are all busy with something..... no one share the joy with mie.... i show daddy first i gt hm... he sae "orh".... that was the onli word n my mummy she haiz...... all i wish was a encouragement words from them but i m disappointed.... thinking i m so lonely.....
i tot darling will call mie when he reach hm but.... i waited till 6am... he nv call.. i juz feel that something is in btw of us.... is he hiding anything fr me????? i met a fren in maple.... she is nice.... she tok to mie.... i share my problems wif her... i dunno y... i juz too down yesterdae.... i nid someone beside mie n tok to mie... haiz...
F5 WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO MIE AGAIN!!!!!!! nvm i m alright now.... time for my mapling... hehehee
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:10 PM
haiz... so tiring... juz pat my darling to bed.... looking him slping so sweet i m so.... wahahaaa... he had been working all along by himself, his fren basterd him!!!!! so bad...... xin ku him le...
finally gt back 2 exam paper tml another 1 scary!!!! arrr... my contact pro. did so badly n it was a open book test... 69 for a exam... arrrrrrrrr i dun dare to tell anyone.... my first time getting such a low low grade...... wat happened to mie.... wat is this men!!! actually i knoe i will do badly cause i nv really gt the heart to study it.... still remember the dae b4 i still can go cycling wif daddy alll.... spend onli 1 or 2 hrs study it..... this is reallie a punishment to mie..... ouch!!! i burst into tears when i reach hm n he scolded n pampered mie... sob sob..
this sem... reallie gt no heart to study well for my exam.... wat i think was to slp n to play.... i reallie scare to get back the others.... it look like one is lower then the other.... i dun wan... can i retake or throw away!!!!
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, November 17, 2006
10:53 PM
finally i m release from the cage.... yeah... exam finish loh........ yippie.... so happie... but i can't get to celebrate with my fren after exam.... dar dar is at home waiting for mie....
todae went to daddy de boss's son engagement... the gal was so young.... 18 yrs... even younger then mie now is married... omg....so look like a kid still..... everything all mummy.... haiz..... yucks i dun wan so early married..... hahahaha...
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, November 16, 2006
7:01 PM
yeah tml last paper loh!! happie birthdae daddy!!!!
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
9:47 PM
todae is the second paper.... two more papaer i am free.... can finally start planning for my upcoming birthdae party......... yippie....
my eyes bags n dark circle are getting darker each dae..... haiz... everydae nv slp well, slept for few hours then have to wake up and study.... this is so xin ku but i gt to tahan..... hopefully i won fall ill again..
todae came back i peng alreadie... no energy... lucky there is a dae in between the week for mie to rest tat is tml... no paper tml... but thurs n fri is tough.... i still hab to study.... overall gt to rest for a dae is good enuff better then nothing......... yipppie...
2 more paper to struggle...... best of luck to mie.....
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
Sharon Ng
20th DEC 1985
Spore Poly