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Saturday, September 24, 2005
11:28 PM

todae is a veri busy dae.......finally i left with the one n onli paper that is buliding material.....i think i need to write a feed back to the school they should not skip so many daes to the next paper..... make mi no mood to study hahaa...... todae i suppose to study but....haiz i juz dun knoe y i got no mood....... thinking so many chapter this time round "12 chapter"...... when i open the book i onli can c all words no picture veri sianz then i close planning tml to study hahaaaa........how....if continue like that i surely cannot do well de....

yeah gt good news.....mummy brought new handphone 4 mie but have to trade in mine old one miss it soo much gt alot of message i love wan all in that phone haiz...lucky brought the cable can work manage to save all the photos i took in my com....yeah.........this new phone gt alot of function but i m too stupid dun knoe hw to use hahaha.......daddy was great too fetch mi all the way to sim lim to buy the memory stick 1GB for my phone..........not bad he in gd mood........haha

it have been quite a long time never meet my bao bei mummy le.....i dun knoe shld i still miss him not? haiz.... he become n become more busy n nv bother to message mi or call mi already.... think this is the time to give up hope......... todae he did still call mi but juz dun knoe wat to tell him seems to be a distance away from him....... not as close as last time......haiz...... either i busy when he call mi or i call him he is busy haiz.... alwaes nv pick up my phone..... if he nv message mi i won't msg him........sound quite bad sia but.... i really really cannot accept a guy with two gals...... sorry i think everyone also.... if he love mi he can be with mi but onli mi in his heart not anyone else............ or we can juz be normal frens........ Em...that's too bad if he cannot make the decision.... i think i shld not use by force n i dun like forcing ppl this is bad to both parties.... let him have the free choice..........

haiz....... let everyone have a free choice to choose.... whenever he knoes tat a guy message mi he will be so upset, jealous n angry........ dun knoe y........ i alwaes tell him he had choosen one that he love n someone who care 4 him......... but he juz haiz..... dun sae le..... i knoe he will feel bad so sometime i keep it away fr him....... i gt no choice if he found out......haiz.....

Y relationship problems alwaes in my mind hw to forget it haiz...... am i wrong to agree this thingy at first or i did something wrong about the break up? *confuse* when then i can......... should i forget him ??? ??? ??? haiz........... nitez sweety........ muackz.....

hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*