hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, March 03, 2006
9:22 AM
MOST HATEDDAE
todae was the most lonely one i ever had... everyone is not at home... busy with wat they r doing??? first tot that my dear dear will come early to pei mie n i long long time nv c him i miss him so much in e end i quarrel with him.... he message mie that he will be coming my house... i tot he is on the way... in the end he is actually still working... wat he meant is after he work finish then he will come... he nv even message mie nv even tell mie... how i knoe... i tot he is in trouble on the way here... i can't even find him.. message him or even call him he nv reply.... in the end he finally reply n sae he was working... but does he knoe how i feel... worried??? he everytime tell mie that where ever i go i have to tell him in the end he is doing such thing to mie... does a message really take a long time to reply... haiz in the end become all my fault... wat is this is so unreasonable.... todae i m is so unlucky.... now i knoe hw much i miss him... but he still dun get wat i mean....i should be happie tat he make a effort to come n meet mie in the end i scolded him.. y am i so bad temper... haiz no use speaking now... hopeless...
guess wat now is 9plus n i have juz taken my dinner n u knoe wat it is maggie meee..... haiz i wondering wat happen to my daddy... y he is so irresponsible nowadaes... y he become like this.... haiz i reallie cannot imagine wat happen to him.... he told me he go for a run... tell mie how long can a run takes... he finish work at 5 now is alreadie wat time 9 he still not back... i wondering where he go... he dun care about his family le... i even call him ask him to buy my dinner in the end i waited till 9 n he still not back.. gt gastric n wanna find dear dear.. is so difficult... haiz.. now i wan to find a company to tok to is so difficult... is really hard...
dear dear now even dun understand how i feel... how much i need him... i lost my daddy now going to lost my dear dear... heart was reallie painful... how could i still carry on... y all guys r like tat when they are wooing u they listen so much to u... in the end once they get into the relationship they wan u to listen watever they like... is that reallie so call lovely relationship.. a relationship... i nv forget dear dear sae it alwaes take two hands to clap... overall wat a girl can do to improve the relationship is to obey wat guys r thinking alwaes... i hate that... can i leave.. y he is so irresponsible... i reallie confuse... did i trust my dear dear too much... i tot trust is e most important one but y i didn't get the sense of securityness??? dear wat happen to out relationship how can i help to make it last.... i done all my best... i reallie... soo sorry...
dear dear u knoe hw much i love u care about u .... can u feel tat... i tried to do as a part but i juz dun get ur happiness... i wan u to feel comfortable with mie... i miss u so much... i admit i am to harsh... thinking too highly of wat i wan but this is wat a girl alwaes wanted from her dear dear u knoe.... i understand i will love u no matter wat....
hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
Sharon Ng
20th DEC 1985
Spore Poly
