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Saturday, October 21, 2006
12:43 AM

todae i tok to my honey for abt 10 to 20 mins n i been force to put down... then i found out that oh is my card no mone liao.... sad.... we were happily toking then suddenly it juz cut off.... well he will be coming back on mondae le.... i juz hab to "ren" for juz one more day.... hahahahaaa....

its mummy birthdae le.... after 12 liao..... happie birthdae mummy.... mie n my 2 sis share money to buy her a watch for her.... it free a bag... hahahaaa...... that was the last min shopping..

haiz whole dae todae i been doing nothing but juz slp n slp n slp n surf net.... the dae pass so fast... dar dar alreadie left mie for almost a month... haha.... yeah... he is going to be back soon.... but exams also coming too.... well my aim to get distinction tis time round i hope i can... CHIONG AH.... tml morning we will be going to malaysia.... daddy wanna drive in... this time onli mi mum, dad, ah ma n ah gong going.... mei mei n sis cannot go they all are busy.... hope i get to buy my levis jeans tml... i hope my birthdae presents ppl buy lots of clothes for mie.. n more more jeans.............. yeah.....

so boring everyone is slping now, left mie alone.... i juz can't slp dunno y.... some flashes juz kip passing thru my mind.... n some question alwaes appear on my mind " juz 1 plus more month i will be 21 years???? wat is my planning after my studies??? i dunno everything i nv plan nv do any research..... leaving in a aimless life..... haiz.... reallie i think i m a failure... everyone does have their own aims wat is mine i wonder....m i happy now?" n "is this the way i wan to leave"??? m i wasting my time???????? yesh i did think alot for my future.... i wan to get into a "U" but i dunno whether i wan local or oversea "U" everyone told mie singapore U is better then others but is it reallie true??? but if i choose oversea i nid to spend lots of money... n mostly i can't bear to leave my loves one in singapore for a year.... juz 1 month i been thinking n miss him lots.... then if a yr?? wat would happen? i think i dun even hab the mood to study there.... my family wat abt them?

wow so fast going to be 21 years liao.... wa lao so old sia... i dun wan leh.... haiz... if i starting study real hard now i think i shld be in the working society liao.... haiz now i still nid to get allowance fr them... i feel real bad... dunno when then i can start to earn n gib them $$ so they nid not be so tiring... i so helpless now... cannot help in anything... i feel ashame... i juz wish my studies will end fast... i could go out work n earn money.. repay them n they can plan for their retirement... n most important to get gd result to go into gd "U"... heheheeee

suddenly felt more relax after writing all my minds out.... i think i shld go bed now??? hahaha alreadie 1 plus liao... later he scold mie hahaha.... he not in i so naughty nobody control mie... later he come back sure beat my backside liao....

k ba... good nitez everyone.....

1 more dae i can c him................................... hurry pass....

hold me TIGHT, and NEVER let go*